Wallflower

Conflicted Introvert, with too much going on

Wine Stains on my last dress shirt

Am I too far gone?

There’s crime scene tape around the last decade

and I’m still staring at this screen

Overanalyze and reconstruct the past

Can I avoid being it’s casualty?

What can I be, is there time, space for me?

Will it be enough? I was just wondering..

How long I’ll be a Wallflower

I can tend to anything but me

Can’t even accept I’m clever

Even though you keep telling me

I’m more than just a Wallflower

But I guess it’s fine by me

If I’m your Wallflower, your Wallflower

Blooming just for you to see

king of never watching my back

i’m sure i’ve been here before

just another tortured old soul

back to settle a score

but how many irons in a fire can I juggle,

can I cool before I get burned

guess that’s why all my friends are older

I’ve never been afraid to learn

i barely eat, hardly sleep, so afraid

it’s safe to say my heart breaks even over

the smallest things, the smallest things

like how long I’ll be a Wallflower

I can tend to anything but me

Can’t even accept I’m clever

Even though you keep telling me

I’m more than just a Wallflower

But I guess it’s fine by me

If I’m your Wallflower, your Wallflower

Blooming just for you to see

well I still wake up at night

with a war in my mind,

wondering when I’ll ever get it right

it’s a race against time

I can’t unhear the clock

like a fire alarm and

I’m wasted in shock

will it ever fade out

or will I burn down with the house

if I’m not more than just a

wallflower

I can tend to anything but me

Can’t even accept I’m clever

Even though you keep telling me

I’m more than just a Wallflower

But I guess it’s fine by me

If I’m your Wallflower, your Wallflower

Blooming just for you to see

Blooming for you to see